Showing posts with label fashion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fashion. Show all posts

June 1, 2008

junk in the trunk.


I am in desperate need of new clothes. Desperate.

Unfortunately, for my size, I have to shop online. Not really fun. But I will say that the stores in which I have to shop are getting some really cute stuff. I just wish I didn't have to shop at big girl stores. Hell, I cannot even shop at brick and mortar big girl stores. I did a dry run of adding things to my cart and at the first store the total was $460 and at the second store it was $150. Just ouch. Seriously OUCH! That is just wishful thinking. I will probably only be able to order around $200. Sigh. Hard to decide what to get when I need so much. I always feel sick after I order though because I hate spending more and more money on big girl clothes when I want to desperately lose this weight. But I need clothes now, at this size, so I have to do it.

I wish I had insurance to cover WLS. If only.

(and will that shirt design even look right on a big girl like me?)